CROTCH ROCKET TEAM SUPREME

Sun, 26 Oct 2003 14:55:44 GMT

by the way, this journal is closed. ha. yeah. if you want to know the new one, look on your friends editing page (if i like you) or just leave a message here (if i forgot). xoxox

rip.

Thu, 23 Oct 2003 15:53:16 GMT

this journal is now

friends only

post if you want to be added.

Fri, 17 Oct 2003 20:12:03 GMT

steve was supposed to be done work at 2:30 and i have no idea where he is. he does these things where he will be late for some reason or another and i worry my ass off because i dont know where the hell he is. and i know its only quarter after 3 but i also know that its a 5 minute car ride from his work to his house, a 10 minute bus ride, or a 20 minute walk. and so this is why im worried. basically what i am trying to say is that i wish he would call if hes going to be late for some reason.

he just called.

Thu, 16 Oct 2003 17:24:36 GMT

Which Homestar Runner character are you?

this quiz was made by jurjyfrort

Thu, 16 Oct 2003 17:10:01 GMT

yesterday this whole good mood i was in came crashing down..

i had panic attacks while i was on the phone and almost started crying every time..

now its like you dont even listen to me and i start thinking of all the times youve blatantly ignored me

im trying to quit smoking but it doesnt work when every time i try to do something good for myself, a million things go wrong.

all i want to do is hide somewhere warm and chainsmoke and not get yelled at by anyone and get listened to by the people who matter but thats never going to happen

and for some reason im starving again. i dont even want to think of food. it hates me and i hate it.

Wed, 15 Oct 2003 16:41:58 GMT

so im back again.. it seems to take me a while to post anything here anymore. its now wednesday. this is what i have to offer:

-i got alice the pirates package in the mail yesterday, her tape is so fucking cool, and i also got the liars/oneida split 12" and the xbxrx feat quintron and miss pussycat 7"

-i've also created quite a stir on the vlv board by posting pictures of me topless looking at records... haahah im the master of porno!

-me and james (man attax unit) have become pretty good friends in the 3 days we've interwebly known eachother. he's a really sweet guy and i honestly cannot wait for him to come to winnipeg to visit me and steve.

-i have been more than unbelievably horny lately for some reason.... oh well, steves not complaining.

-i want someone to take pictures of me again.. you know.. THOSE kind of pictures.. someone who'd let me use my ideas plus have a few ideas of their own. must have a digital camera and a place to shoot (if not, we can arrange to do it at the new house)

i think thats it.

Sun, 12 Oct 2003 23:34:51 GMT

so i actually got of work at 10:15.. go vgh!

spent the day having a viva la vinyl party on my compubox...

taked to james (man attax unit) and i'm going to be a contributor to his website. i get my own top 10 records list. i'll be doing one big weekly rant. i'm awesome.

i also talked to daniel (epheron) and pat (hyperrealist). im a fucking champ!

now i'm just waiting for steve to pick me up so i can go to his family's thanksgiving dinner. im so lucky.

Sun, 12 Oct 2003 14:02:30 GMT

so... here i am at work... i'm bored out of my mind... working on sunday is the shit.. barely any calls.. though most of them are really irrate because they "didnt get their package on saturday" but didnt remember to call us then.. fun fun...

so heres the latest news on aggie:
- i have become a full fledged record ~~collecter~~ nerd. i love getting packages in the mail. this is what i'm expecting in the next couple weeks:

*holy molar 7" on pink and grey
*joshua fit for battle- 2 different lps and a 7"
*liars/ oneida split
*xbxrx feat quintron and miss pussycat 7"
*6 shirts: blood brothers, an albatross, guyana punchline, pg 99, neil perry, and i hate myself.
*a couple mixtapes from alice the pirate and danimal
*crucial unit/killed in action split 7"
*charles bronson/ice 9 split 7"
*spazz/ something? split 7" (steve help me out, i don't remember what i'm getting)

and i think thats all (also steve correct me if im wrong, or if i'm missing anything..)

also.. i think i may have more spazz records than anyone i know. i have....
spazz 5"- tastin' spoon (picture)- clean plate
gob/ spazz- skinny top heavy bottom split 5"- 702/ satan's pimp
spazz- s/t- slap a ham
brutal truth/ spazz- bovine/rhetoric
jimmie walker/ spazz- slap-a-ham
lack of interest/ spazz- deep 6 (yellow cover)
lack of interest/ spazz- deep 6 (green cover)
monster x/ spazz- reservoir
opstand/ spazz- coalition (x2)
reality #1- (feat. spazz, man is the bastard, lack of interest, on clear yellow)- deep six
reproach- (feat. dropdead, man is the bastard, spazz, voorhees)- ugly pop
romantic gorrilla/ spazz- sound pollution
possessed to skate- (feat. spazz, charles bronson, palatka, unanswered)- pessimiser/theologian
then i think theyre one the reality #3 comp
plus whatever records steve has
plus 2 cds
plus the spazz/romantic gorrilla cd

item 2- geebus scarboni, i'm moving in 3 weeks. 3 weeks may not seem like a short time, but when you're working 5 days a week, 8 hours a day, plus and hour or so to bus there and back (when i need to), thats not alot of time to pack. i also need to pull out the boxes from the basement. this move is going to be alot of work. but it's going to be completely worth it once we're in. living with steve will be the best thing that's ever happened to me. correction.. STEVE is the best thing to ever happen to me.

item 3- i havent done a load of laundry in like, a whole bunch of days.. i feel free and liberated! i feel wonderful and fancy free! unfortunately, i'm running out of clean clothes, and i think my parents are starting to get just a leeeeetle pissed off.. oh well, i'm a real working girl now, i start early and i dont come home till late most nights.. (though i've been going to bed at a far more reasonable hour lately.. maybe it's because i've had to wake up at SIX IN THE BLOODY MORNING to get to work on time... go me.)

item 4- i really wanted to see kid koala or dan the automater this month.. but since money is supposed to be tight, we'll have to see.

item 5- must.... stop... spending... money... on.... records..... and.... tee... shirts....

item 6- i want to go see kill bill. and that other movie that looks good.

item 7- i started writing this entry at 8:09. it is now 9:00

item 8- i think i'm all done.

oh wait... i'm totally jelous of "man attacks unit" off of viva... he got to hang out with xbxrx last night... *cry*

Thu, 09 Oct 2003 16:23:08 GMT

attention ashley

i may indeed have an extra copy of the holy molar 7" i just have to decide what color i want to keep :D

xoxox aggie

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 17:34:52 GMT

wow i havent updated in like, forever..

so heres and update:

im forvere broke because of moving out.
i hate my job, but its good cahsmoney.
i cant type worth a shit because of how tired i am lately
i am completely drained of enegry, and still have to walkt o catch my bus

Sun, 05 Oct 2003 23:51:27 GMT

i just sawr leanne skateboard past my house

Sat, 04 Oct 2003 21:11:27 GMT

http://www.mis-one.com/videos/Scenesucks.mov

watch and learn

Sat, 04 Oct 2003 16:07:21 GMT

why do i just constantly do this

ugh fuck whatever

Sat, 04 Oct 2003 15:30:07 GMT

it felt so nice to wake up later this morning, but when i woke up.. i barely had a voice..

i guess all my yelling and venting didnt help me.

yesterday a guy started sweraing at me on the phone. calling ***** bullshit and how he stayed home for 5 days AFTER his first 3 attempts to get his package and how i was a fucking bitch for not being able to tell him anything he wanted to hear. so i transfered him to the "manager" (basically its another call center with people trained to deal with situations like that) and she could tell i was upset... and i was.. it's not my fault your package isnt there. if i was the one delivering it and i wasnt doing my job, but all i can do is tell you what the notes on the scans of your package say, and that is it. do not yell at me because your package isnt there and DO NOT SWEAR AT ME. the moment someone starts to treat me inhumanely, i have the right to become a phone bitch, and if you complain that i was rude to you on the phone, maybe you should give yourself a listen.

anyways, i gotta go make that "fuck you, i'm from winnipeg" mixtape now... except theres so many cd's im missing that i want to put on there and steve has been to lazy to download them and burn them for me, i guess.

Fri, 03 Oct 2003 04:55:05 GMT

my records finally came in the mail...

well, some of them, im still waiting on that lot of 4 7"s...

im also waiting for the washer to stop so i can go to bed.

im also pissed cuz no idea records sent me the wrong fucking atom and his package shirt!

Wed, 01 Oct 2003 16:20:05 GMT

i cant believe steve wront a whole thing in his journal but didnt take 2 minutes to fill out my thingie :( i am so dissapointed.

fuckin bandwagon

Wed, 01 Oct 2003 03:32:36 GMT

OKAY. THATS IT. IM POSTING THIS AND GOING TO BED. AND WHEN I WAKE UP I EXPECT THAT MY INBOX WILL BE FULL OF RESPONSES TO THIS CRAP.

1 when\how did we meet?
2 have we ever met in person & have we hung out? yuh kid!
3 what was your first impression of me?
4 have we ever talked on the phone?
5 have you ever seen me cry?
6 have you ever seen me dance?
7 have you ever seen me in my underwear?
8 if you could spend a day with me, what would we do?
9 have we ever gotten in a fight?not that i can recall
10 if you could give me a gift, what would it be?
11 would you hug me?
12 would you kiss me?
13 what major thing do we have in common?
14 what is my best feature?
15 what is one thing you want to tell me?
16 have i ever made you laugh?
17 describe me using four or less words:
18 would you make out with me?

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 13:53:23 GMT

getting up at 7:30 after staying up till 1 is not smart. however, i hadve to work today at 10. SUCK ASS.

stabbing throbbing headache, not to be mistaken for something nice or pretty. i still havent eaten since having cheese cake yesterday for my sweeties birthday.

i still hate his family. though he got money. that will be spent on records for us.

today i have to go try on my jeans after work. and i'd like to go to superstore, but we can save that for another day.

i am NOT looking forward to spending 8 hours on the phones. ugh.

Sun, 28 Sep 2003 16:10:27 GMT

i cant believe only eric posted about my fucking rad as shit teen girl squad shirt!

anyways. ive been having dreams about being raped again! like.. i dont know if or when this will ever stop.. will maybe go away.. but this one was a continuous dream, too! like, i'd wake up, and go back to sleep, and it would jump me to another part of the same dream. first these 2 guys were just trying to kill us (us being me and SUSAN of all people, considering i never see her!) so i used my flattering skillz and they stopped trying ot kill us for a while.. then they tried to rape us and kill us.. it was fucking WEIRD

Sun, 28 Sep 2003 02:15:02 GMT

look what i bought today!!

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 15:01:49 GMT

well, i went to see mung last night.. and well, i realized something.

i think i've grown out of the scene.

i see all of these people who havent changed since i first met them 4 5 6 years ago.. and it scares me! i dont want to end up like that. i'd like to think i've changed though, and for the better.

i think what really got to me last night was seeing paul.. so stoned on pot and strung out and.. it just made me sad. like, once upon a time i loved that kid. he was my best friend. now i look at him.. the state he's in.. i dont know, it kind of feels like it's my fault, you know? cuz i got him into this scene.. but.. i dunno.. i just feel like ive grown up and left this whole scene behind.. yeah i still like the music.. but its just not fun for me to go to shows like it used to be..

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 15:42:15 GMT

is anyone else going to see MUNG tonite? im excited. yessirree. i havent been to a show since... well i think since i got back from philly!!! holy shit.

Tue, 23 Sep 2003 18:17:31 GMT

i had the best dream last night
spazz came to play a show in winnipeg, but it got cut off half way though. so me and steve hung out with them at our new house. most of my dream cosisted of me pissing my pants excited, and hanging out with Chris Dodge talking about records and eating jelly beans.

i have fucked up dreams.

Mon, 22 Sep 2003 16:00:58 GMT

felling really down again.. i dont know if its the lack of solid sleep, the sickness setting in, the low amount of food ive been eating or a combination of all or none. last night i flipped out on steve (well, not so much flipped out as started crying uncontrollably after he got mad at me for something). im really hurting inside these days and no one really notices.

and im out of laundry soap. so no ones getting any clean clothes untill i get some.

im freaking bored

Sun, 21 Sep 2003 23:30:07 GMT

FIRSTS
First best friend: kim i think.
First real memory of something: falling down the stairs in my navy blue sesame street rainboots
First date: smashing pumpkins concert i guess
First Break-up: my "bf" went and made out with another girl because i wouldnt put out. this was in 6ths grade
First Kiss: fuck if i remember.. im a makeout whore
First screen name: hahahaha sedater
First self purchased album: thats a tough one, cuz i honestly cant remember
First funeral: joey :(
First pets: ELMO my grey tabby boy kittie
First piercing/tattoo: my ears when i was really little, and then my lip, the day after my 18th bday
First true love: clearly its steve
First play/musical/performance: ive been in alot since kindergarten
Last big car ride: it was a bus ride, to philly, and im never doing that again

LAST
Last kiss: duh yesterday
Last library book checked out: some crappy teen fiction that i never read *shrug*
Last movie seen: oh man, the toxic avenger number 1
Last beverage drank: tea
Last food consumed: 2 chcolate chip cookies
Last crush: STEVE
Last phone call: steve
Last tv show watched: trading spaces- family
Last time showered: this afternoon
Last cd played: my dance mix with the faint and stuff on it
Last item bought: a birthday card for my bro (or if you could last item bought FOR me, my rad hoodie)
Last annoyance: stepdad
Last soda drank: cola beverage
Last ice cream eaten: i havent had icecream in a while
Last time wanting to die: dont touch on that
Last time scolded: i dont get scolded, i get told what to do.
Last website visited: livejournal friends page and jigzone.com!